Total lack of motivation
Fear of the beyond
Not being good enough - when you know you are
Creating inside without letting it flow from the outlets that God has provided
I'm in a shaky scary place. I know what I want but I'm not sure I'm going to get it. Its the lack of motivation, that why me, the what makes me special in a sea of 1,000,000,000 who all want what I want. Still I know God has given me something special and with reason. For that reason alone, I have a duty to keep chasing these dreams.